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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 27, 2008 12:45:26 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] you sure about that? lauren's eyes followed gianni as he stood up. her eyebrow flew up as she watched him. she turned her body so she was facing him square on, and crossed her legs. she suddenly got the feeling like she had made the wrong decision. odviously he was hesitant about going any further. if he wasn't he would have gone along with it..right? she looked at him with a puzzled expression. he was more confusing than any guy she had ever met. well.. she said gently, if you don't want to.. the words seemed to fall out of her mouth and die on the floor. she looked down for a moment, then back up at gianni to see his reaction.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 27, 2008 14:58:40 GMT -5
Gianni sat back down on the edge of the couch, and rested his hand against lauren’s leg. He shook his head and softly smiled .”its up to you lauren.” gianni loved lauren, and was not going to push her to do anything she didn’t want to do. He was a guy yes, but not the typical pg. He was a genuine good hearted guy. Gianni sweetly kissed lauren then stood up and took a few steps away, and then turned back to face lauren on the couch. ”I don’t want it ever to seem I’m pushing you to do anything, because I would never” gianni stood a few feet away from the couch, and a few feet away from the door way. This truly all was up to lauren, he wasn’t going to be the one to make the choice of whether to take things to another level or not. It affected her a lot more then it affected him in the long run. And he didn’t want to have any regrets, because whether anything happened or not between them in that matter didn’t phase him. It wouldn’t make a difference to gianni.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 27, 2008 15:05:57 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren watched gianni's movement. he sat back down beside her, and she turned back to face him, her eyes filled with concern. she wasn't sure what was going on. its up to you lauren. then his lips were intertwined with hers once more. when he pulled away, she felt like the kiss wasn't done. gianni walked away from the couch and stood there once more. he faced lauren and spoke, I don’t want it ever to seem I’m pushing you to do anything, because I would never. lauren's confused look, turned quickly into a smile that spanded from ear to ear. she got up off the couch and slowly walked over to gianni. she rapped her hands around his neck, and locked her fingers togther. her face was almost touching his now, their lips almost togther. she could feel the heat from his breath on her face. she hoverd there to seak. i made the decision, remember. she whisperd, as her stair moved from his eyes to his lips. she moved her face slowly closer to his, pushing her lips against his lips. the kiss was slow, and loving. then it quickly turned into passionate, and susual.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 27, 2008 15:28:37 GMT -5
Gianni felt that maybe he had something wrong with his word. He was just trying to be a gentleman like his mother raised him to do. And he didn’t want to screw things up. As lauren put her arms around his neck and kissed him, gianni moved his arms around her waist. If it was what she wanted, then it’d be so. Gianni smiled a bit playfully, and a bit devilishly as their lips broke finally. He spoke softly, and slowly. ”well then, I’m not going to argue with your choice.” what guy would really though? He was indeed in love with lauren, she was gorgeous… and just everything he had ever wanted. Gianni began to slowly back lauren out of the room, kissing her playfully. Though not like his first playful kisses had been,… there was more to these then those. Gianni stopped as he had backed lauren up to the staircase, and against the railing. He moved a piece of her hair, and then slowly and deeply kissed her. Ashe broke his lips from hers, he softly and quietly spoke. ”well then why don’t we go upstairs, so we don’t have to worry about the help,…” gianni’s eyes were playful, and flirtatious. The evening ahd many turns, each one entirely different.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 27, 2008 15:39:16 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] well then, I’m not going to argue with your choice. lauren couldn't help but laugh at that. he was so cute. there lips touched again. the kisses were playfull and flirty. then they turned back to kisses filled with passion and intention. they both knew what was comming now, and it was previlant in their kisses. he began to walk her out of the room, she was backwards, he was forwards. they continued the kisses the entire time as they got to the stairway. he broke their lips apart to speak. well then why don’t we go upstairs, so we don’t have to worry about the help,… lauren smiled playfully as they lingerd at the bottom of the stairs. lauren didn't respond. she simply took his hand and lead him up the stairs. they got to the top of the stairs and lauren turned to face him. she pressed her lips roughly to his before breaking away. she gently ran her fingers through his hair before returning their lips togther. the kiss was short, but still intense. she grabbed his hand again and lead him through the house until they reached the bedroom. lauren stood at the doorway.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 27, 2008 15:51:36 GMT -5
gianni smiled as lauren pulled him upstairs. He smiled as she stopped to kiss him again. There was no ignoring where all of this was leading to, it was an obvious thing now. Gianni deeply kissed lauren as she stopped at the door, and lifted her up. He pushed the door up, smiling as he passionately kissed her. Things were only becoming more and more heated with each passing second. Closing the door behind them, Gianni then went and set lauren down onto the bed, he hovered over her for a brief second, just locking his eyes with her‘s. he then kissed her again, very deeply. And more aggressive, it was amazing how quickly everything had changed between him and lauren that evening. It was like a total 180 on their relationship. And things only continued to turn as the moments continued to pass by. Each second bringing them closer and closer together.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 29, 2008 17:14:55 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren allowed gianni's lips to corrupt hers for a moment, standing in front of his bedroom. suddenly, lauren felt her feet lift off the ground. she rapped her legs around his waist as he carried her into the room. he placed her down on the bed. his eyes met hers for a few moments. they just looked at eachother. it was almost as if they were saying something without words. like they were comunicating with their eyes. lauren knew what gianni was thinking at that moment. the ends of her mouth pulled up into a smile as he closed his eyes and leaned in for another kiss. who would object to that? their lips were locked once more. lauren scooted back on his bed to make room for gianni. she didn't take her eyes off his. once he was back close to her, she allowed herself to lay down. her back feel into the pillows. she still kept her eyes locked on his.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 29, 2008 17:41:16 GMT -5
there was more to what was going on then just what it simply was. this wasn't lustful like most people their age, it wasn't like most at all. there was a deeper connection between gianni and lauren, which is what made him feel alright about going through with this. yes gianni was still a guy, and what guy wouldn't be happy about all of this? but gianni wasn't most guys, he would still be a gentlemen no matter the cirumanstance. gianni hovered over lauren and slowly kissed her, lightly and playfully biting her lip as he broke the connection of their lips. things may have been moving a bit fast, but it had felt like, to him at least, that they had been together the evening when he had spilled his secret to lauren. the entire night was all totally different then he had expected. he hadn't expected things to go no where near as good as they had gone with his parents. but that was what he got for expecting, and under estimating lauren.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 29, 2008 18:11:49 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren could feel something burning in her chest. it was a feeling that she had never felt before. it was strong and scary... in a way. her first instict was that she was having a heart attack. but she knew the symtems. pain shotting down your arm, and stinging feeling in your chest. no, she had none of that. it was something new, something like.. love. lauren smiled as that conclution washed over her. gianni kissed her once more. lauren rested her hands on his neck, again. pulling him closer to her. her hands slowly moved up into his perfect, soft hair. they kissed for a long while. lauren didn't want his lips to let hers go. it was such a nice feeling to have their lips togther.
ooc; ahh, short, sorry.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 29, 2008 18:31:39 GMT -5
gianni kept himself up with one arm, adn ran the other one down from lauren's waist down her leg. he then lightly, slowly, and sensually brought it back up. gianni felt somewhat guilty about how he was enjoying this, and the pleasure. it just didn't feel like he was still going to be able to be a gentlemen through all of this. he hoped that if he did something wrong lauren would tell him instantly. gianni was still a guy,.. but if lauren wanted him to stop he'd stop right then and there. he was always one who put others before himself. most guys probably just try and push a girl or change her mind if she had made a decision to stop something. but that was something gianni would never see to doing. with each passing second gianni felt a bit more guitly about the feeling that ran warmly through his body. he knew these feelings were not gentlemn like what ever. which is why he felt so guitly., and why the guilt continued to raised with every kiss, touch, and passing second. it was gianni couldn't get out of his head that he could let losse a bit. he didn't have to be his proper self all the time. his grandmother had that tought sired deep into his head years ago.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 29, 2008 18:44:21 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren could feel goosebumps rise to the surface of her skin as he touched her leg, and ran his hand back up her body. even though it was sensual, it was still sweet in a way. everything was gianni was sweet. nothing seemed raunchy with him, just romantic. she, then flipped him so she was on top of him. her body was now completly pressed against his. she kept herself propped up with her elbows and forearms. the flame of passion continued with every kiss. lauren broke the kiss apart only for a few moments. she looked in his eyes, and smiled. then she bent her head down to his ear. je t'aime, she whisperd. she really didn't mean to say it in french. but she guessed it was less scary that way. for him, not for her.
lauren had been in relaitonships before when she had rushed it. she didn't want to do that with gianni. she wanted to keep him as long as she possibly could. she was afraid her last comment would scare him off like it had to so many before. lauren wasn't afraid to tell people she loved them.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 29, 2008 18:51:30 GMT -5
gianni smiled as lauren flipped them over. he did but didn't get why he felt so guilty. he wasn't taking advantage of her. he had left the decision entirely up to her. but he still couldn't get over the feeling of guilt thatrested in his gut and thoughts. gianni spoke a bit of quite a few languages. he softly smiled and spoke back to her, hoping she'd get what he meant though she didn't undertand his native tongue. "ti amo troppo" gianni figured and hoped that lauren would slowly cacth onto the language. the more she heard it and had it translated she'd sooner be able to pick out words here and there. gianni brushed a piece of lauren's hair from her face and softly smiled before pressing his lips to her's again. his hand moved down her arm, and down her side. the touch was slow, and very light. it was barely even a touch at all,.. though it was. he was just so gentle in his movements, not wanting to be too aggressive.... just too not what he was.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 29, 2008 19:06:12 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren lightly nawed on her bottom lip as she waited for him to react. she hoped it would be fast. when he smiled, she knew everything was okay. the tension was lifted off lauren as he spoke gently, ti amo troppo. lauren sighed with relif. it was nice to know he felt the same. even though she didn't speak italian, she could understang a little. but just a little. it was odvious what he ment. their lips met again. this kiss was softer than they had been. not as soft as their first, but it was still soft. it soon turned back to the passionate kiss it had been before. things were moving slowly, and it was nice. with most guys, they rushed through this part. all they wanted was what was to come. but gianni was different. he seemed to be enjoying this part just as much as lauren was. she twirled his hair with her fingers as they kissed. she wasn't sure if he wanted to go any further, and she wasn't going to push it. she hoped if she went too far, he would tell her. she kept herself proped with one arm, and moved her free hand down to his belt buckel with the other. she waited for a reaction from him, not moving.
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Post by giovanni james martenetti VI on Jul 29, 2008 19:18:49 GMT -5
the kissing was moving back and fourth from being sweet and light, to more sensual and deep. he was getting over the guilt factor, slowly. but he was getting over the feeling that rested in his gut and mind. that feeling was replaced by something else as he felt lauren's hand on his belt. his body tingled, and his breaths became shorter. not a whole lot, but enough to where he noticed. he wasn't going to object, he was leaving all choices up to lauren. and he was still a guy,... that thought seemed to rush through his head quite a bit. over and over it crossed his mind. but then the contradicting thoughts of what his grandmother had also taught and told him would then flood in and starting pusing to remain in his head. his grnadmother, wow not really a thought he needed in his head right now. not a thought he needed nor did he want placed in his thoughts. gianni tried to think of something else. but his mind danced about the same little thoughts over and over again,.. the guilt,.. how he was raised,.. the fact that he was still of the male species. it was driving him quite insane that he couldn't get any other thoughts into his head. but did he really even need thoughts in his head? he questioned this, and decided he really should of been focusing only on laurena nd what was going on. when he started to focus on that it made him realize how large of a step they had taken that evening. sure it had felt they were together all that time. but in one night they had decided they were a coulpe,.. well gianni pretty much decided that. and then now here they were in his room, on his bed. gianni knew hector would be questioning him the next time he saw them. he hated how hector always did. he was always trying to butt into gianni's life. and gianni was a bit afriad to tell him to butt out at the same time. there he went again, letting his thoughts drift to other things. he told himself again, focus only on lauren. at least he wasn't the type to be read that their mind was in the clouds. he was lucky for that. not even his own mother could read him that well. but he had to not be readable, it was a matter of life and death a lot of the times. gianni pressed his lips strongly and a bit more aggressive with lauren's,.. showing he wasn't objecting. he ahd told her this was all up to her, and he intended for it to stay that way too. the guilt was gone now, it had been entirely replaced in such a short time with a sureg of other feelings.
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Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 29, 2008 19:35:00 GMT -5
[/font][/i][/url] lauren's mind had been pretty blank until that moment. nothing had gone in, and nothing had gone out. she was just focusing on the situation, the evening. now her mind was stuck. it was stuck on something that it couldn't seem to shake. she couldn't get her mind of gianni's family. his big, loud, intimadating family. she couldn't help but think of how much they would disapprove of this. lauren knew how strict they were. sex before marrige was probably a no no for them. then, another thought passed through her mind. what if gianni had never had sex. if his parents strongly believed in being pure until marrige, he probably would have followed what he was raised on believing. gianni's lips pushed against laurens even harder. this was his way of telling her taking the next step was okay. lauren hesitated for a moment. then she retracted her hand and placed it back its orignal place. the kisses began to get lighter again. the flame of passion was slowly going out. lauren felt bad doing this without an explination. he had to know it wasn't him. but how would she tell him, it was his family. lauren thought. she thought long and hard about the right way to say this. it was hard. she decided to continue the way things had been going, but with less intention. mabye he wouldn't want to continue. that was up to him. then she thought of something else. what if he saw this as a rejection. that she was slowing things down because she didn't want to go further with him. lauren knew there was a down side to all of this. she broke their lips apart and looked at gianni. uhm, she hesitated, are you... okay, to be doing this? she asked, hoping she worded that alright. she also hoped he would understand what she ment. lo would hate to have to explain it any further. she bit her lip as she looked into his perfect eyes.
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