just so bare [alex]

[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

the morning whitney was actually able to sleep in, she couldn't. she awoke by herself at eight. usually she would awake to her bed being bounced upon and the endless giggles from her daughter jessi may. but not this morning. whitney threw the covers off and then climbed out of bed. she pushed ehr feet into some slippers, and then made her bed. tiny arms strected out above her body as she yawned, and then the danity body made its way out the bedroom door. whitney peeked into her daughter's room, and saw her still sound asleep in her carriage bed.

yes, whitney had gone above and beyond for the little girl's room. but she loved the little girl so much, and wanted ehr to have something amazing in her life. and the dream princess bedroom seemed perfect. whitney lightly reclosed the door then headed back down stairs and into the kicthen. whitney began looking through the cupboards and found nothing. grocery shopping was something she really hadn't had time to do lately. a soft sigh escaped whitney's lips as she closed the fridge and headed back upstairs into her room.

whitney jumped in the shower, and enjoyed taking a hot shower longer then for ten minutes for once. when she got out she found jessi may sitting on her bedroom floor coloring. a smile spread across whitney's face as she looked at the little bed headed girl. even though she got nothing but harrassment, she wouldn't give the little girl up for nothing.whitney blow dried her hair out straight and then ran a brush through it for a few minutes before walking back out adn to her clsoet. jessi may hummed and showed her mother a beautiful smile as she walked passed her.

whitney pulled out a pair of jeans and a red taknk top, she also grabbed a light gray hoddie and a pair of white slip on vans. she was nineteen, and even though she was a mother it didn't mean she couldn't still dress her age. after getting dressed she went back into ehr bathroom and did her make up really quick. when she came back out she found her daughter dressed in a hot pink dress. adns he looked adorable. jessi may wasn't the typical child who put on mis-matched clothing she was really good at dressing her self. the little pink dress looked too cute with the little brown UGG oots and white sweater. whitney laughed and sat on her bed next to her daughter.

"you look so precious baby" whitney kissed the little girl's head, and then went to brushing ehr hair. she then picked the little girl up and carried down stairs and into the kicthen. luckily they stlll had some frozen waffles in the freezer. whitney made these up for jessi may, and once she was done took her to brush her teeth and then out to the car. the usual routine followed. jessi may opened the garage, she got seated and then whitney turned on the hannah montan cd as they pulled away from the house.

finding a spot to park at the market was a lot easier then the movies ahd been. which was nice sicne grocery shopping was already stressful enough. whitney carried the brown haired little girl across the street and stuck her into a cart, and then headed inside. jessi may played with the ltitle leap frog learning toy she had brought, humming and kicking ehr legs while she did so. whitney began looking through the eggs, looking for a set without any inwhich that were cracked.

"mommy,...." who is that? jessi may poked her mother, adn then pointed to some guys who were pointing and snickering at whitney. she heard some of the names she was being called. she grabbed a carton of eggs and quickly walked away from the three guys who were calling her words a three year old did not need to hear what so ever. "i don't know jessi,.. mommy really doesn't know" the guys followed and continued to pester whitney, which made jessi may more confused. "but mommy,... they know your name" whitney was at loss for words. she had no idea what to tell her three year old. she had become so distracted she hadn't even noticed she was about to run into someone. it wasn't until jessi may said soemthing that whitney snapped back into reality.

"momma watch out!" the little girl squealed,a nd whitney quickly pulled the cart to a stop. barely missing running into a guy about her own age. naturally whitney's hand was over her chest, when her daughter spoke like that it scared her to death. she looked at her daughter and then to the guy she ahd nearly ran into. she put her hand over her mouth and lightly dropped it as she began to apologize. "i'm... wow,.. i'm terribly sorry"

it was obvious whitney was fighting back tears from the harrassment. and she heard the guys continue to laugh, and even louder as whitney just embarrassed herself completely. jessi may stuck her tognue out at the guys, and whitney quickly pointed a finger at jessi may. she didn't even need to speak when scolding her daughter for a not so nice behavior.


906B90 - whtiney
C7B5C7 - jessi


[alexander jay martin!]

good mornin' sleepy.

so it was a sunday.
Alex Martin liked Sundays. No class, no worries, no work either. Usually he'd sleep in. Man, did this kid love sleeping. It wasn't until 9:47 until he rolled out of bed. He had layed in bed, trying to get back to sleep since 7 that morning. So he figured he'd wasted a good two hours lying in bed and wishing he could sleep. But after that long he'd given up, and crawled to the bathroom. In Spongebob pajama pants, he forced a toothbrush between his lips, scrubbing away at his pearly whites. Shuffling into the shower, he thought about what he was to accomplish that day. Call Keatie. Get groceries. Stop by a hardware store, to find some splatter paint. Stop by the Music store and grab three new guitar strings. And... hopefully have time to study for a test.
First on the list was groceries. Let's see. He said aloud, opening the fridge and all of the cabinets to see what he needed. Lucky Charms, Milk, Ramen, Chicken strips... He jotted down, immediately grabbing his phone and walking out the door. Locking the door, it was visible that he was wearing a plain white tee-shirt, a black and white hound sooth band vest, black skinnies and a pair of white converse. Of coarse they weren't white; they were scuffed from many wears and tears. But that's what he made out the door with. His hair was plain; long and dark as usual. And he wore his snake bite piercings as he does almost every day.
He called for a cab. By the time he arrived at Times Square, the man had rambled in mexican for the three miles it was to the grocery store. He paid the man and scrambled out
of the car. Entering the small store, he grabbed a basket, heading over to the freezer section first. He knew where the chicken and the milk was there. He heard snickers from a ways off-- and figured it was just some kid getting made fun of. Not that it wasn't unusual. He picked up the chicken bags, trying to decide whether he should go with store brand; cheaper, or name brand, expencive. But the name brand was sooo much better...
momma watch out! He heard, jolting and whipping his head around. A cart came right at him, screetching to a stop. It bumped into his hip, but he just looked blankly up at the woman. She looked about his age. She was pretty too, but she had a small child in the front of the cart. He smiled at the little girl. Hey, don't worry about it. But she didn't look alright. Are you... okay? He asked, looking with concern at her. He then saw the snickering men. He made a face. Was it...? He knew that was the answer. He looked down at the little girl. She looked scared too. Alright, here. Come with me. He said, knowing he could lead them away from the guys. What fags. Making fun of a girl for no reason at all.

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[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

everyday whitney got this harrassment. guys called her a slut, whore, and every other name in the book for having a child at only nineteen. jessi may was three, so that meant whitney had had her at sixteen. yes, she had had sex.. and yes it was a mistake. but whitney did not see jesi may as a mistake. she was all whitney really had. jessi's father died not too long after jessi may was born,.. and so had whiteny's parents and oldest sister kourtney. and whitney wasn't really close with her other siblings at all. they thought much like the people at school did about her.

whiteny lightly bit her lip and shook her head no when the starnger asked if she was okay. a small tear rolled down her cheek. the way people treated her tore her apart, and she haetd that her innocent daughter had to witness this. jessi may looked at the guy with wide eyes. she wasn't use to witnessing guys be nice to her mother. everytime she saw them around her mommy would cry, and it confused the poor little girl. whiteny did her best to suck it up and nodded with one simple word. "okay"

whitney pushed some hair from her daughter's face, the little girl staring with wide eyes at the guy. whiteny put her face by her daughter's and softly whispered into her ear. "stop staring honey its not polite" jessi may continued to stare for a few more minutes then looked to whitney. her cute little bubbly tone confused. her eyes then looked back to the guy as she spoke to her mother. "mommy,... who is that?"

jessi may's little eyes moved back and fourth from the kind guy to her frightened mother. whitney hated jessi may having to witness her harrassment. the little girl didn't deserve that just as much as whitney didn't.


906B90 - whtiney
C7B5C7 - jessi


[alexander jay martin!]

good mornin' sleepy.

Alex nodded, leading the two away, checking back at the horrid men, making sure they weren't following. He finally turned a corner down the bread isle, and watched the freaks leave the store. He sighed. I'm really sorry about that, some guys can be total dumb asses. He said, watching them leave and swing the doors closed he looked down at the little girl, then smiled. Whoops. I meant total dummies. He said, pressing his finger to his lips, like it was a secret. He winked at the little girl. She reminded him of his little sister, who was probably at home, helping his mom splatter paint, or playing guitar with his father.He sighed.
What is your name then? He said, leaning down to smile at the little girl. He was trying to be nice, especially to the terrified looking little girl. He smiled softly, then looked at the woman one more time. She still had tears, so he stood up. Maybe he shouldn't have spoken to the little girl. I'm Alex Martin. He said bluntly, actually very unsure of what he was supposed to say. He wanted to comfort her in any way he could, but he didn't want to, like, hug her immediately. She looked extremely hurt, and he just nibbled on the snake bite piercing in his lower lip to calm himself down.

ooc, wow, i'm sorry, crapish post. i have absolutely NO muse...

[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

Whitney pushed the cart with one hand while she wiped away some tears that rolled down her cheeks, and nestled under her blue eyes. No she didn’t have natural blue eyes, but like anyone knew that. Whitney looked from jessi may to the guy, and she bit her lip slightly waiting to see if jessi may would scold him or not. She wasn’t going to say anything about it, he had handled it well. But jessi may had the habit of scolding people. Whitney shook her head while she tried not to laugh as her daughter’s nose wrinkled up and she shook her finger in a scolding manner. Whitney wiped away the last of her tears, and replaced the distressed look with a soft smile.

Jessi may looked to her mother as the guy asked her her name, awaiting approval. Whitney nodded and softly smiled, and the big eyes looked back to the guy and the bubbly voice broke from the little girl’s mouth. "jessi may” whitney smiled softly as he daughter seemed to warm up. She wasn’t usually shy,.. But around guys she didn’t know she tended to be. Jessi may was use to every guy making her mother cry, which made her unsure about all of them.

"and I’m whitney machado” whitney stuck out her hand and softly smiled, she was an insecure person. And this could all be read off her body language. Whitney was one who was more then easily read, and it made it easier for people to bring her down. The small body somewhat shrugged, though not in the matter of “I don’t know” but in the matter of her shy being. "thanks for the help,.. We really appreciate it” whitney ran her hand through her daughter’s short brown bob and softly smiled. It was obvious she was a very good mother, but it didn’t matter whether she was a good mother or not. It was the fact she was a nineteen year old mother with a three year old daughter.


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[alexander jay martin!]

good mornin' sleepy.

Alex smiled, leaning down again to Jessi May. She was adorable, and Alex loved little kids. Not to be a creep or anything, but he was a great babysitter back home. All the little kids loved him. But by the looks of this little girl, she'd seen her mother cry one too many times. And it was probably because of other people; girls calling her a slut, boys calling her a whore. It was probably never ending. Well that's a cute name for a cute little girl. How old are you, Jessi May? He asked, a smile on his face. He smiled up assuringly at Whitney; she would probably think he was weird, but he was only trying to be nice. He was sure they didn't have an amazing life, sad to say, and he wanted to be one little nice soul in this world to them.
Alex. He said, standing and taking the woman's delicate hand. She looked scared and vulnerable; no wonder she got teased so badly. And don't worry about that. Aren't there enough problems in the world? He chuckled, running a hand through his hair. He wasn't trying to be a saint, but the two really seemed to appreciate him, and he felt good about that.
Well, if you two are hungry, I could definitely swing by Mickey D's for a happy meal. He chuckled, joking of coarse. They were out grocery shopping, anyway. It sounded a little foolish to ask, right? But he didn't care. He didn't want to be some piss-off emo kid that walked baby a crying mother and her young daughter. No, he was nicer than that.

[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

jessi may giggled, which made whitney smile. she wasn't really paying a whole lot of attention, it was amazing how she could put some much trust in a stranger. but when one didn't judge her for being a young mother, she was really a kind person. trusted anyone who was kind to her and her daughter really. well,.. not everyone. alex didn't seem like some creep so she felt she could trust him. whitney contiued on her shopping, leaving her ear as he only tool to atch over jessi may.

"phree" the little girl held up three fingers while she spoke her age. yes this mean whitney had had jessi at sixteen, and had gotten pregnant at fifteen. and ever since her days of fifteen she got the typical harassment from people. so for four long years the young woman had to put up with this. and it wasn't made any easier when jessi may's father was killed, and same for whitney's own parents and sister. sure whitney ahd other siblings, but they were no different then those who treated her like white trash.

whitney wasn't white trash at all, she ahd grown up in a first class neighborhood. but now lived a modest middle class life style. she ahd a nice home, and nice things but she wasn't loaded with money or anything. she ahd gotten money when her parents passed on, but she didn't use it much. she used it mainly on the house. paying bills and such. whitney worked, and that money was the money she spent to do fun things. she was a responsible young woman, thoguh others would beg to differ.

whitney's eyes flicked over to alex, she was shy so making small talk was rather diffiuclt for her. and especially with guys, they frightened her the most. whitney sighed and told herself to speak already. "so are you a student,..." whitney looked at aelx for a brief moment and then quickly went back to her shopping list. it was obvious she was insecure, she couldn't make eye contact with anyone. well lauren was the only person she could really be ehrself around. the girl before the pregnancy. the fun girl who loved life.

when alex amde the comment about the fast food whitney looked over quickly and shook her head no. not to be rude or anything though. she quikly piped up to show she showed no means of rudeness. "i try to avoid those kinds of things for her,.. but uhm,.. we're having a little bbq and maybe you'd like to come join us,.. if you'd like to that is,.. i mean,.. if,.. whitney began to flush. she just wanted more friends,a dn for jessi may to see not all guys were bad like the ones who made her mother cry. so having some guy friends would be a good way to show that to jessi may.

whiteny quickly looked back to her list, adn read it over and went back to grabbing things from the shelves.


906B90 - whtiney
C7B5C7 - jessi


[alexander jay martin!]

good mornin' sleepy.

Alex smiled as the little girl giggled. Three, huh? That's just a little younger than my sister. I'm sure you two would have tons of fun, huh? Alex said, chuckling. His teeth went to his piercings as Whitney spoke. He grinned down at Jessi May, winking at her funnily. Gosh, he loved kids. Maybe he would be a part-time teacher or something because he was damn sweet to them. Maybe until the rest of his band got here after college, he could actually be a teacher. Volunteer, of coarse. And Jessi May was only three. She was so cute when she held up her hand like that.
So are you a student... she asked. Alex smiled and nodded. She obviously was, because why would she ask. But he would have to make sure, of coarse. Yep. Freshmen, what about you? He said, sticking one plain hand into the pocket of his jeans. His freaky hound sooth vest hung over his shoulders as he smiled, still nibbling on the back of his piercing. They really bothered the heck out of him. I just got here last week, so I'm just making my way around. Alex nodded. He tapped his fingers against the basket full of Lucky Charms and milk.
What was that? i try to avoid those kinds of things for her,.. Ahem? Excusemoi? Avoid Micky Ds? Was she nuts? Have you ever eaten there, Jessi May? He asked, grinning. He gave Whitney a funny look and his mouth gaping. You've never taken her to McDonalds? He whispered, a face of disbelief on his cheeks. Oh come on, you should at eat there at least once. I am taking you there. He shook his head, grinning.

[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

whitney nodded as he returned the question. "ya,.. i'm a freshmen too." whitney's eyes got wide with alex's last few words. oh no, no no no... jessi may did not need to be exposed to that sort of stuff. they were vegtarian for crying out loud. fast food was a big fat no. "no she hasn't... we're vegetarians alex,...and that stuff just isn't good for her" yes his offer was sweet. and no whitney hadn't meant what she had just said in a rude way. her voice had softened and got quieter as she had said it.

whitney continued to grab things from the shelves that she had written on her shopping list. from the items that resised in the cart it should of been obvius they were vegetarian, and only ate health foods. "it was a nice offer though alex,.. i hope i didn't sound rude..." whitney's voice got softer as she finished her words. and she kept her eyes glued on anything but in the direction of alex. she felt rude with what she had said. but she really didn't want jessi may eating any of that.


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[alexander jay martin!]

good mornin' sleepy.

Oh really? I haven't seen you around. He said, nodding. Alex made a facce then, he had to pee. But it wasn't a 'oh God I have to pee,' face, it was just a 'oop,' face. If that makes any sense at all. He nodded, then listening to her. Oh shit. He offended her; that was something he really didn't want to do. She and her daughter were so cute, the last thing he wanted to do was mess with them. Oh, right I'm sorry, I didn't really think... about that... He said, scratching the back of his head. He looked down, a little embarressed now. Wouldn't you be?
Well the bbq sounds fine but... He then smiled softly, looking back up at Whitney. How does that work if you're a vegitarian? He then chuckled. But he didn't want to sound mean, and that's probably what was coming across. These two were so irresistable, he just had to kid with them. Especially the little girl, she was just asking for someone to make her giggle. Nah, I'm just kidding. But that sounds like a lot of fun. He said.
She spoke again, and Alex just nodded. No way, don't worry about it. He said to her last comment. He didn't want to be mean at all; he was afraid he was being mean, so he went quiet for a second.

ooc; worst. post. evar. sorry.

[' 'whitney elizabeth machado]

most people didn't really see much of whitney. she darted from class to class, and then went straight home or to work. or was off running around town with jessi may. "ya,..i sorta keep to myself. whitney laughed as alex looked down, but not like she was laughing at him or anything. she just found it humerous. whitney was so down to earth, she didn't take comments like that as offensive. it was somewhat hard to.

"well,.. that's a good question. i grill vegetables,.. but if you came along i'd cook you something more along the lines of something you'd prefer to eat.... i have no probelm cooking meat. i just don't prefer to eat it." whitney continued to grab the things off her list. her phone began to buz in her back pocket and she excused herself to answer it. it was her bosss,... her smile faded as she listened to the man. she closed her phone and put it back into her pocket. grand, she had to go into work. she began to look through her phone book to try and find a babysitter. but that was somewhat hard last minute.

"sorry,.. i've got to go into work in a few hours now...." jessi may frowned and then began to pout hearing her mother's words. she had been looking forward to the day with her mother. and now those plans were ruined.


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