Post by lauren charlotte lexington on Jul 6, 2008 13:02:48 GMT -5
my diary, KEEPOUT.
mood: confused 
topic: boys suck
date: august 2008
topic: boys suck
date: august 2008
dear diary,
well, i hate boys. they pretty much suck, all of them. well, most of them. okay. heres the story. first, theres jude. i love the boy to death. we have this connection. i don't know if he feels it, but i sure do. hes so cute, and so sweet, and i care a lot about him. but, then there is jensen. i know how he feels about her. he cares about her so much, and that.. kinda sucks for me. i do just want him to be happy, i truly do. but, it would be nice if he could be happy..with me? i don't know..
well, then theres gianni. gianni, is great. hes sweet, and caring, and hot as can be. but, i just don't know if he'll ever have feelings for me. i don't think i ever stopped liking him, even when we wernt friends. i feel bad for the guy, with all the presure he gets from his parents. but, i would mabye like.. to date him? i don't know. all i know is i'm not ready for marrige yet. but, if thats the only way i can be with him... no. i couldn't get married yet. could i?
well, then theres gianni. gianni, is great. hes sweet, and caring, and hot as can be. but, i just don't know if he'll ever have feelings for me. i don't think i ever stopped liking him, even when we wernt friends. i feel bad for the guy, with all the presure he gets from his parents. but, i would mabye like.. to date him? i don't know. all i know is i'm not ready for marrige yet. but, if thats the only way i can be with him... no. i couldn't get married yet. could i?
