sleepless for days [belle]

[giovanni james martenetti VI]

man since the other night at twenty-four seven gianni really had been stressed out. his cousin put the family in grave danager by making a huge and stupid mistake that evening. gianni had told the guys not to drink, but one just didn't want to listen, and had found himself heavily wasted whil taking care of the business gianni had set up for them.

gianni had been pretty pissed off since then too, he ahd give simple instructions that day, and the idiot screwed everything up. and now gianni was more paranoid then ever, he wasn't able to even focous on school work anymore. and gianni had to focous on his studies, he ahd large shoes to fill, and some great steps to follow. he couldn't allow his idiot cousin to make all his hard work go down the drain. eveery year of school he attended summer school to get ahead of everyone. in his sophomore year of highschool he was takin calculus. and junior and senior year had to take college math classes online since he wasn't able actually attend yet.

yes this man was a genius, but it didn't take more then one idiot to ruin something he ahd set up. and everything was so simple for these men to do, but yet all it took was weak will power to ruin something. gianni drove along in his jag through town, heading to starbucks. he needed caffine right now, he knew alcohol was out of the picture. it would just amke everything worse, adn he was trying to stay off the drugs at this moment so coffee was his only choice.

gianni was obviously paranoid as he stood in line, and as he ordered his coffee. the girl behind the counter looked at him very oddly, but like he really cared. he got his coffee and then went and found hismelf somewhere to sit down. he had brought a book with him, and sat and read it. he ignore his buzzing phone in hic pocket adn kept his blue-green eyes locked on the pages of the book.

[giovanni james martenetti VI]

gianni had not had sleep in a few nights. after his hit messed up, because of his cousin life had been beyond stressful for the young man. gianni began to mummble slightly under his breath, though in itailian,.. yes he was speaking of information no one else needed to know. he sat in deep thought, so mummbling a few spits of his thinkings was pretty much expected.

the words began to flow faster as his eyes danced quickly over the pages of the book. when gianni read a book not for school it was obvious to anyone who knew him well enough something was not settling well on his thoughts and heart. and he wasn't one to lie about him having issues, but that didn't mean he'd tell you what his issues were exactly. he never could though. annalisa was who he could pour these pain staking thoughts out to, and only here. and with celste moving in soon they would have to be more careful with their word choices.

when the itailian heard his anme his head snapped up and his eyes danced across the the coffee bar. they landed on his best friend, sure a lot of girls considered him their best guy friend and what not. but gianni only considered one of them back as a true best friend, and this was belle. belle and only belle was his best friend outside his family. he was close with other people yes, but more so they just vented to him.

gianni shook his head with her words, and pulled out his phone adn saw the missed calls. he ahd figured it was his cousin trying to aplogize again,.. and gianni had had it with that man at the moment. he slid the phone back into his pocket, and gestured his hand to the empty seat pulling himself up into the chair.

er no,.. no you didn't do anything wrong belle,.. i've,...

gianni pasued, placing a finger on his chin as he thought of words to use. yes, he was majorly out of it. gianni was never at a loss of words, ever. so now as he sat actually wordless he felt extremely lost. this wasn't something he was entirely use to at all. gianni quickly took a sip from his coffee and then continued to speak.

i've just bee lost in deep thought,.. and have gone a few nights sleepless. been really busy lately,...

gianni seemed to zone out slowly as his words slowly stopped flowing from his soft lips. even to a complete stranger it would be obvious something was whack with the young man as he sat with his coffee and book.

[annabelle sophia callahan]

`won't hear a word they say,

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Belle chose carefully when it came to caring about certain things. For example, she would never ever care about the wrong things in the world. Why were they worth her time? She didn't need to waste her energy on negative feelings or events, for all they seemed to do was hurt her pride. When things started to look on the down side, she'd stray from them and find something else to occupy her time. For instance, this Masquerade coming up. It could go bad, so she really didn't care for going to it. Jay was back in town, and she really wasn't looking forward to seeing or hearing from him. Her other half, Madeline, hadn't been in touch with her for over three days. A rare occasion that often had resulted from some sort of argument they had. All of these things had been locked safely-- and distantly -- away in a chest she harbored within herself. It was stray; somewhere far, far away from her good and happy notions and memories.

Sometimes, however, she couldn't help but go searching for the dramatic things. It reminded her somewhat of sitting down to read a book. You'd flip to the end to see what happens, or you'd skip a few parts when you were excitedly reading. But where was the fun in that? You just spoiled everything, didn't you? Belle was actually grateful that she couldn't flip through life's pages just to see what happened at the end. Life would be pointless, then, wouldn't it?

That didn't mean that Belle wasn't afraid of the future. She didn't need to worry about it, though. She needed the present to be her main though. Gianni looked genuinely surprised to see her, and this please Belle. That means he didn't screen her calls on purpose. Belle was clever; and she pieced things together when she could. When situations were overwhelming, however, she shut herself down involuntarily. Black-outs and nausea were all symptoms of her major confusion episodes. Still, things like this were easy for her. There was a reason she was top in her class. He pulled out his phone; another good sign. That meant he had been screening calls from somebody else. He gestured for her to sit and she did so, sipping on her coffee lightly, her innocence and confusion weaved into the beautiful features. High cheekbones, piercing blue eyes, soft lips. She was no doubt gorgeous, but Belle didn't let things like that get to her. Naturally, she thought she was just average looking. There were prettier people out there.

She was relieved to find that she hadn't done anything wrong. Or so he tried to convince her. Something was generally wrong, but Annabelle had a feeling that it wasn't caused by or about here. In fact, it was so remotely out of range of something she might've done that she smiled, letting her relief show through. Annabelle wasn't one to convey emotion. She didn't like to share personal information like that. She didn't say anything after he told her different from what she had believed. Belle was one who had little to say. Her main concern was; she was speaking, but was she saying anything? Upon hearing that she hadn't done anything wrong, she just nodded and smiled, sipping again on the sweet drink. Belle watched him try and find words to express what was wrong, his features creased with pensivity. He finally came up with some lame excuse that she couldn't believe for one second. You had to break down some tough barriers to get Gianni to crack, but Belle could do it. She had before. Besides, Gianna was one of her best best friends. she could tell him anything and he would help her out. He could do the same, but lately he had seemed distant.

"Mm, tell me what's up." her hypnotizing eyes stared at him. Gianni couldn't hide anything from her very well. She knew him too good for that. She evaluated his features. Belle had never really looked that hard at how handsome he was. It wasn't like Gianni was ugly, because he wasn't. She found him to be extremely attractive. It was just that he was a lot like a brother to her. Allowing herself to start falling for him was out of the question. He already had her with his personality, it was to dangerous to remember how cute he was. For now, she wanted him to be her best friend, and she wanted to be his. that's all that mattered in their relationship right now, and that would just have to be that. End of story.

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