Post by steele on Jul 2, 2008 12:56:42 GMT -5
[/COLOR][/center][/font]
_______š›_______
STEELE PATRICK WILSON
[/COLOR][/font]
you may be a lover but you ain't no dancer,
FULL NAME: steele patrick wilson
NICKNAMES?: n/a
AGE: twenty one
GRADE: sophomore
GENDER: male
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual; leans towards guys
OCCUPATION: part time hot topic employee; full time aspiring model
SOCIAL STATUS: lower-mid class
and the way she looked was way beyond compare ,[/COLOR][/font]
HEIGHT: 6 foot 1
WEIGHT: 130 lbs
HAIR: steele's hair, for the most part, remains untampered with. steele's hair is naturally curly, though by running his fingers or comb through it, it seems to straighten out. the shampoo gives off a sweet, delicate scent and keeps the hair looking healthy and feeling healthy. aside from the few missed hairs by the barber that gently grace his shoulder blades with the tips of it, his hair is just above what is considered shoulder length. even after a quick cut, steele's hair always hangs over his ears, making them blend in with his hair. his hair color is dark brown, but in the sunlight it shows off his natural highlights.
EYES: get lost in steele's eyes and you might as well just fall in love. steele's eyes are a mixture between green and hazel. when you first look at them, you might be entranced by the hypnotic cloud like swirls that cause the illusion that it was moving. for a special occasion when steele wears eyeliner, it really brings out the illusions of his eyes, giving the viewers enjoyment, while some get jealous. look at his eyes enough, you might actually be able to see what he's really thinking. a lot of people say that his eyes are the most irresistible sight on him, though steele would beg to differ. there was just something about his eyes that gives off friendliness and welcoming.
BODY TYPE: when it comes to the masculinity part of a guy, steele lacks it. he's very scrawny, almost feminine like. his body emphasizes his waste, causing it to look curvy and very feminine like. a lot of people describe steele as just skin and bone, which for the most part, is true. his twig like legs can barely support him, while his scrawny arms are only about a couple inches around. underneath his shirts, you are able to see quite visibly, his ribs. along his hips, however, you are able to see quite perfectly the v-line tracings all the way down. it's one of the only masculine identities in steele's entire body.
PIERCINGS/TATTOOS: steele is deathly afraid of needles or anything that pierces his skin so he is cleared of all piercings and tattoos. steele is constantly in fear of someday getting old and after hearing all the stories about tattoos getting ruined and turning into a big mess on your body frightens him. though he finds guys, or girls, with tattoos and pierces are rather hot.
ANYTHING ELSE?: steele's style may be overlooked as scene, though steele's style is a little bit maturer than a scene style. he likes to wear trench coats and clothes that emphasize the small masculinity that he has. he wears a lot of tight shirts and pants, he likes the feeling of fabric and enclosure, it makes him feel safe. loose and baggy clothing make him feel naked, though sometimes he's already half naked. he wears a lot of band shirts, considering he works at hot topic and gets a discount. if he didn't have hot topic clothes to wear, steele would probably going around naked. they take up about 95% of his clothes line, and the other 5% would be his boxers and boxer briefs.
OVERALL: overall, steele's appeal and appearance are the rightful appearance for a girl model. but as the clothes are getting smaller as more and more guys are resorting to tight pants and shirts, it has gotten a lot easier for steele's unnatural scrawniness to fit in. he looks like a million dollars in his marked down priced clothing for when the rich don't want it. luckily for him rich kids who are spoiled tend to eat a lot, so a lot of the smaller clothing is within his grasp. it's a hard job being this skinny, but being a vegan sure helps.
FACE CLAIM: isaiah garnica
well my heart went zoom as i crossed that room,[/COLOR][/font]
PERSONALITY:
- STEREOTYPING. though steele does not like the media mockery of homosexuals, he is very stereotypical himself. he judges a lot of people by how they choose to dress and their friend status. he tends to cling to people who dress and look like him other than getting out of his bubble and meeting other people not like him. it's just so much easier for him to meet people who he could already know have something in common. steele does not associate himself with jocks and tough guys, or cheerleading girlfriends. there are, however, a few exceptions to steele's stereotyping, it just takes a long time for them to get on his friendly side.
- NO SUCH THING AS A SECOND FIRST IMPRESSION. first impressions to steele are everything. he tends to be rather rude to people who do not dress a certain way, and it takes them longer for steele to acknowledge the actual person behind the outfit. steele does not believe in a second first impression and is very picky about who he chooses to be caught talking to. if he feels offended or out of place, then he will do whatever he can to avoid people that give off that strange vibe. he does not like opening up to people very often. it takes a lot of persistence for someone to get steele talking!
- THE GREEN GIANT. steele is the jealous type people might warn you about. he gets very jealous very quickly. he does not like be challenged by another when it comes to romance, but when he is forced into it, he will stop at nothing to get his prize. steele also has a hard time letting go of his exs. he gets very jealous when he sees an ex with another lover. as much as he hats it, he does nothing about it but complain. he's too much of a pussy to cause a scene.
- HOPELESS ROMANTIC. steele is always tripping and falling for all the wrong people. he can not seem to find anyone that is his prince charming, or his cinderella. steele has grown up watching disney fairy tales that give him ideas about true love and living happily ever after. he's had so many claimed heartbreaks, though deep down he has never had his actually heart broken, only chipped a few times. the chipping has been restored almost at one hundred percent, but it's left him with the fear of commitment. steele is always afraid of taking the wrong turn and missing an opportunity.
- SWEET ♥. no matter what steele is thinking, he is the sweetest kid you will ever meet. he is not afraid to show his feminine side, causing a lot of boys to make fun of him. steele is used to being made fun of and being the best gay friend. shopping is one of steele's favorite past times. no matter if he has only a dollar or a hundred dollars, they just burn holes through his pocket, begging him to spend it on the latest fashion. steele is more of a listener than a speaker. he will open his shoulder up for anyone to cry whether he knows them really well or they were complete strangers.
- THE OPPOSITE OF STRAIGHTEDGE. steele has a problem of drinking a bit too much at parties. though he is not much of a fan of the smell or the taste, steele is easily seduced into the alcoholic addictions. steele can play such a drunk act very easily, saying things he doesn't mean and regrets it in the morning.
- TEASING TO PLEASE. steele is probably one of the biggest teasers ever. he can't help himself to flirt with the cute girl or boy that he meets. it's just natural for steele to be clingy and cuddly, though unless someone does it back, it's all just shameless flirting. though he does not like the constant mockery, but he is definitely not a closet gay. steele does not want to miss out on a chance to hook up with his dream guy. though steele plays hard to get, he's not that impossible. in fact, the littlest things like holding the door open for him or calling him just to see what's up, is the way to win his heart.
LOVES: guys, girls, shopping malls, clothes, sunglasses, petting zoos, hiking, modeling, photography, rainy days, cloudy days, kissing on first dates, role playing, chick flicks, comedies, laughing out loud, lighting candles, fireworks, holidays, celebrations, surprises, dances, parties, sex, cuddling, cologne, cooking, cleaning, creating music, listening to music, concerts, crowd surfing, social events, alcohol, the library, pay day, jogging, caffeine, museums, traveling, old gentlemen, disney, exploring, drawing, writing, art, commercial design, wedding chapels, long walks, the beach, sunrise, sunset, magazine articles, reading, musicals, singing, anime, yaoi manga, staying up late, sleeping in, meeting new faces, kissing, hugging, vibrant colors, painting, accessories, poetry, theatre, scenery, the forest.
HATES: homophobes, liars, cheaters, backstabbers, pranksters, embarrassing moments, hypocrites, stereotypical jocks, glasses, acne, mockery, being made fun of, rumors, bad hair days, arriving late, stereotypical jokes about homosexuals, offensive language, being used, being walked on, being controlled, insects, bugs, disorganization, the smell of smoke, the affects of alcohol, hang overs, migraines, rap music, bad breath, the cold, telemarketers, facial hair, heartbreak.
FEARS:
- dying alone
- commitment
- needles
HABITS:
- bites nails, esp. when nervous
- falling for someone quickly
- bringing himself down
- singing in the shower
- carrying a camera around with him everywhere
- playing with hair
FLAW:
- pessimistic
- indecisive
- very girly
- hot tempered
- a bit too clingy
yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away,[/COLOR][/font]
FAMILY:
' jessica wilson ' mother ' 45 ' atd ' deceased
' michael wilson ' father ' 48 ' bad man
' jack wilson ' uncle ' 43 ' illegal guardian
' danielle wilson ' aunt ' 40 ' illegal guardian
' christopher levi wilson ' cousin ' 14 ' good friends
HOMETOWN: long beach, california
HISTORY: Steele was a mistake ever since the beginning. His father was a drug dealer on the streets of Las Vegas, and his mother was one of his most valued costumers. They both had a thing for eachother, but it finally took some drugs to get things flowing. They have been dating for a little over a year, when Steele's mother announced her pregnancy. She had found out too late to get an abortion, so she decided to keep the baby. His mother had a bad addiction to drugs, so she didn't even try to stop, knowing that she was pregnant and his father really didn't want the baby, but he loved Steele's mother. When she went into labor, it was a long, terrible experience for her, which resulted in death. They were able to save the baby, but not her. The father fled, he didn't want to keep anything that reminded him of her, and he didn't want Steele to follow in his footsteps.
Steele went to the next living relative, his aunt and uncle. At first they didn't want him, they already had a child of their own, but they took him in. He then lived a normal life, like anyone else would. His aunt and uncle didn't want him to wonder about his real parents, so they told him they were his real parents. Of course, they got their oldest child in on it as well. She wasn't allowed to tell Steele that she was his cousin, she had to pretend to be his sister. Therefore, they didn't have to worry about him asking about his real parents, and having to tell him what happened so long ago.
They moved to Orange County, California, when Steele was eleven years old. His aunt and uncle were fairly rich, so they could afford a lot of things. Steele was very spoiled when it came to things. He always got the best clothes, and the newest and best cell phone and music player. His life was going good until his real father came by their house on Steele's fourteenth birthday. Steele still had the impression that his aunt and uncle were his real parents, so he didn't believe his real father trying to explain himself to him. It wasn't until his aunt and uncle sat him down and told him the truth that Steele finally realized that they had been lying to him for his entire life. His father had been tracking them down since they moved here, trying to keep in touch with them, to keep an eye on Steele, or so he claims. For the next few months, his father lived with them, and tried to make it up to Steele for missing out on so much in his life.
One day Steele came home to find that his father was trying to claim guardianship of him. Since his aunt and uncle never signed the form that would give them complete custody of Steele, he had no choice but to be handed over to his father. Steele's aunt and uncle were fined for "stealing" Steele away from his father, who told them that Steele was taken from him when he was real little. His father took him back to Las Vegas, where Steele was forced to go to school and work to pay for his father and him. A year past, and Steele was living in hell, his father was abusive, but it was the drugs that he took that made him that way, and Steele was practically in jail there. His aunt and uncle promised him they'd keep in touch, but they had signed a restraining order, and couldn't communicate with him in anyway. Steele thought there was no way out, until his aunt and uncle found a way. They applied him to Waverly Academy, where his aunt attended throughout high school, and Steele got accepted. They had found out his address and information, and forged his father's signature, Steele packed his things and left one day for his father to fend for himself.
[crappy, old history. im going to rewrite it one of these days... promise!]
somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,[/COLOR][/font]
YOUR NAME; kristine
YEARS RPING; jeeez about 5 or 6... can't remember
PHRASE: ADMIN EDIT.
ROLE-PLAY SAMPLE:
who was he kidding? steele was only giving tate false hope. steele knew as much as tate did that that was not the case. but steele did not want to assume anything before he knew for sure. steele had assumed that was the case with frank, and he was proven right when he spotted frank kissing another guy on the lips. but steele did not want history repeating itself, but there was no possible way he can prevent it... or was there? maybe if he talked to indigo... no, that was the last thing he should do, because if indigo found out that tate told someone, he might go after tate after he got done killing steele. steele knew this all too well. pretty soon indigo will move on to like frank did and find himself a nice girl, and kick tate to the curb, exactly what happened to steele. no matter what steele did, there was just nothing he could do without causing another problem unfortunately. it was just horrible, seeing what had happened to him a couple years ago was right before his eyes and there was just nothing in the world he could do to help it. steele felt useless, worthless. what good was he if all he could be is a towel to whip tate's tears. steele was weak, it wasn't like he could beat up indigo, who could probably turn the entire school on him with the snap of his fingers. it took a long time for indigo to get his rep and something like this could break him, but guys like him were shallow, cruel, and jerks! why in the hell did indigo do that and then trash him to the curb? was he just playing a game? who can be the first to fuck a homosexual? that made steele angry.
like it wasn't enough for them to pick on them, now they've met a new all time low, ripping hearts out of them and pretending as if nothing happened. steele continued to run his fingers through tate's hair as tate seemed to like that. maybe tate wasn't a puppy, but a kitten and the sounds that escaped him were like a kitten's purr. not only was steele happy about finally reaching out to tate, but he even got him to let out some happiness. though it ended almost as quickly as it started, but they were definitely getting somewhere, whether it was about cheering tate up or something else. steele did not want to get his hopes up, since tate was still in the rebounding stage. there wasn't anything worse than being someone's rebound. it would be like being someone's used toilet paper, they use it and once they're done with it, they throw it in the toilet. steele did not want to be someone's toilet paper. though steele wanted to find someone, he would much rather wait then to rush into things, especially when he had no clue how recent this event happened. it could have been as recent as today. not that steele would even date tate, he was a full year behind him and was weak, steele liked guys that were stronger than him, it made him feel safe.
but right now steele was playing the tough guy act. as tate sobbed on his shoulder, steele liked being the stronger type as well. for once he was the comforter. as much as he liked being in the strong hands of another male, he was actually enjoying being the strong hands himself. it was an amazing feeling. tate just looked so fragile and delicate in his arms, steele was terrified to move in case he might accidentally crush him. he tried his best to support the boy, but he was definitely not the strong type. he was using all his strength just to keep himself propped up as well as tate. though tate was light as a feather compared to steele, which was usually the other way around. steele was pretty skinny for a guy his height, it was almost unnatural. but tate was even scrawnier than him. they were an odd pair, but no one was there to judge them. steele's hearty skipped a beat when he felt tate's arms wrap around him. now there was no way out, tate had steele almost in a full body wrap, but steele wasn't complaining. the sun was going down, causing the wind to pick up, but steele was no blocked by tate's warmth.
then steele felt his whole body tense up and fall over when tate softly brushed his ear with his tongue. because of tate's hold upon steele, he had fallen on top of steele. now steele felt really helpless with the other boy on top of him. steele let out a soft giggle, but stopped as he wondered what in the world was tate doing? steele did not want to get involved with someone who was already in love with another. it was too much that already that steele was allowing tate to cuddle up to him, but now it was as if steele was setting himself up to be the rebound guy for tate, and as much as steele wanted to help tate move on, he was not going to let himself be used that way. but maybe tate wasn't into the rebound phase. if only steele were so lucky. he had been in a situation like tate before and finding someone to replace frank was all he could think about. he had used someone, he was not going to deny it, but as soon as he had fallen for that person, they dumped him for another. story of his life, was he ever going to find his one true love? it felt impossible. maybe he wasn't cut out for the whole disney fantasy of living happily ever after. things just never seemed to go his way. but what was it about tate that had steele convinced he wasn't just in the rebound stage? usually he needed more evidence to clearly state his assumption, but this time it just felt right being under tate. could steele be anymore of a whore?
steele playfully wrapped his arms around tate's torso and rolled over on top of him. they had changed places. steele fought the urge to kiss him. tate just looked so innocent and cute from this angle, but what was he thinking? tate technically belonged to another guy, though that guy kicked him to a curb, tate still remained loyal to him. as much as steele hated indigo for being such a jerk, he did not want to give indigo another reason for hating tate, who was, according to tate, in love with indigo. there was only one way to know for sure if tate was ready to move on or not, but was steele silly enough to do it? of course he was. it wasn't every day that he ran into such a catch who happened to be into guys just as much as he was. steele was never one to take risks, he usually let the guys do the talking and flirting and he only talked and flirted back. this was a big stretch for steele, but as he had tate pinned to the ground he felt large and in charge. "would you like to go out to get some food sometime?" there, steele said it. it was too late to change his mind. cursing at himself, steele couldn't believe he let himself fall deeper into the trap.
[/blockquote] [/size]
_______š›_______
[/blockquote]
